I kind of hate what I stand for sort of, begging for attention of sentences recorded . And I'm really not sure where the line blurred between being proud and having my pride hurt. Am I still in love with the music I lived through? or just too ashamed to give up on giving you? I've been a fool. And I can't hide it or fight it, but our relationship has always been one-sided. And lately I've been really losing focus, cuz everybody's got a voice so I start to question my vocals. And seeing that I have a choice, I don't have to tell you everything I go through, I don't owe you,
I don't know you. Believe
that I don't don't wanna be online like "everybody look at me." Or in a parking lot tryna slang cds. I don't need the money, plus I rap for free. I have since I started cuz I do this for me, it's not greed, it's DSOW's what I eat sleep and bleed, them tats don't lie but I'm feeling released, from that curse that drown me in my twenties and teens.
I just have to be in a different league,
Than these SoundCloud rappers that be bringing nothin unique. Ctrl c, ctrl v, put my ass to sleep, come wake me when u see I'm what your ears need,and I'll be in my own little world....


I'm that little white boy that blossomed, and often, I think about the years that I've lost and, it's bittersweet. Cuz the friends that had crossed him I tossed em and moved on while y'all are lost in your Twitter tweets,
awesome, jk, na son. Lmao. Smh, Now let me say yo, this world is small and and gettin smaller by the day so, I stay reclusive cuz I'm use to losing, name me as the scapegoat .
Tho I just wanted to grow. Couldn't see being grown without nothing to show. Why I ripped out the weeds and let the seed grow. The rose that rose from concrete in long Beach til he could flee home. Now the last thing I need tho, is your approval and it's brutal cuz I use to fuckin pleed for it. Was even willing to bleed for it.
Obsessed with clicks on news feeds cuz I couldn't see forward.
Past the persona that I wanted and the name that I claimed, but you're unable to grow if you're not willing to change... Even though finding happiness put an end to my reign, cuz thru the ups and the downs, what was written was pain.
Was never lookin to sell. Just enjoyed adding albums to my studio shelves,
And venting in a setting I grew in, knew so well.
The best and worst part about it is I'm talking to my self...